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09 October 2010 @ 12:21 am
I love JE right now. The biggest thing I have to worry about is Ryo finally deciding he wants to be in 1 group, and since I am prepared for it and there is nothing else (i am excluding Jin drama because honestly I think he made the right choice for himself) I will  be able to deal with it.

I am a little bit in love with Aki no Sora right now, nice work NEWS!

I also finally watched the Liar Game movie, it was just kinda like a really long episode which is awesome because it gave me longer to leer at Shota. Such a pocket full of nomminess.

akathesia this is for you


I also need KBS to give vikii permission to upload ChunChun's drama otherwise I am going to lose my mind. It is my only distraction from life at the moment.

Current Mood: sicksick
18 November 2009 @ 08:23 pm

This article interested me, and I am kind of annoyed I didn't get to read some of the comments that people posted but from what
[info]akathesia told I would've been annoyed.

Being adopted is still something that is looked at as being taboo and even more so when it is interracial. I was born in Sri Lanka and was adopted by the possibly the whitest people ever and I am still reasonably well adjusted.

Some of the comments made in regards to this article was that interracial adoption is unfair on the child...... I am pretty glad I was adopted; Sri Lanka still works somewhat to a caste system, girls for the most part aren't wanted. It might be better now but back in the early 80s during the start of a Civil War it wasn't good. Being adopted, being wanted, being loved, having a chance at a life is something that is never bad.

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Current Location: Home
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Maximo Park - Books from Boxes
08 October 2009 @ 03:35 pm
It has been awhile since I last posted but I shall not wallow in the shitpile my life is at the moment because you know what there are more important things happening in the world.

Like the following

TVXQ ( i did type DBSK first but apparently this is not kosher). I need some resolution here people. Please Korean Court system hurry up and let us know which side you are on! We (I) Need to know! I need to be able to organise time off work to deal with the grief and come up with a convincing enough lie for when I breakdown at work if the news is released while I am there. I don't think my boss would be cool with me bursting into tears then going on a mad rampage through the office like a banshee screaming and punching people in the face (its not like a majority of them don't deserve it) but I will need a better reason other than 'OMFG TVXQ/DBSK/MYFUTUREHUSBANDS BOY BAND JUST BROKE UP AND I NEED TO GO HOME AND CUT MYSELF TO DEAL WITH THE OVERWHELMING GRIEF AND HOPELESSNESS I NOW FEEL'

Korean Netizens - Hey guys, pls stop. Why for you must try to destroy EVERYONE. Enciting conflict between fanclubs, being so full on that you actually manage to drive someone from the country (i am both impressed and horrified) and then just basically being mischief makers. Chillax guys and feel the freakin' love.

Family Outing - I love this show. For reals. It is a sick sick sick love. Jaesuk please stop being the coolest human being on earth. It just isn't right.

Hyorish - It's funny. The end.

Who knew that by receiving a random GIF all those months ago that my life would be ruined, my wallet emptied and my iPod now full of Kpop.
Current Location: Bed Wallowing
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
26 June 2009 @ 02:53 pm
So I finally relented and have taken the day off but my brain won't switch off.; I have this strange sense of calm and positivity with everything that has happened this week and at the same time this intense urge to run around screaming with my arms flailing about.

I feel good (or will feel good) about what is happening job wise, I am soon going to be able to give something 100% of my focus I feel like I have been halfassed and barely understanding what I am doing day to day, I know logically that this isn't true but I can't help but feel like I have been completely inept over the last few months and everyone is going to be relieved with the change. I am also not going to miss the feeling a literally feeling physically ill every single day because of how much stuff there is to do, both of the teams I manage at the moment have SO MUCH  WORK & not enough people (well one has enough people, just not the right people hah) but both teams need 100% dedication and I just can't do it.

I guess the thing I feel the best about is that the person who should have been doing this all a long now has the chance to show everyone exactly what those of us who work closely with her every day see; a smart, capable and hardworking woman who is going to kick ass and turn the team around for the best (possibly after the suckfest that is July)

I really shouldnt check my work email whilst I am at home, it makes me want to never go back ever again. Ever.

Though I am glad if I go in tomorrow that there will be no one else there so I can actually get stuff done.

This is a whiney sooky lala post, woe is me.

Why isn't ' i want to stab myself in the face' a mood?

PS. I totally forgot to add a picture of my cat!!!!!!!

Current Location: under the dooooOoOona
Current Mood: pessimisticpessimistic
Current Music: Perfect Stranger - Jason Tsou
08 February 2009 @ 10:33 pm
Logically I know they are always on their way, but Mondays. Really is there anything more unnecessary in this life than sense of impending doom that settles over on sunday evenings and slowly festers as the night draws on.

What is monday going to bring?

So many possibilities, so much coffee.

Having so much time off work I think has rotted my brain, I feel misplaced and disorientated still; like this isn't really my life.

Like I should be getting back to what I should really be doing.

Oh logic, why have you abandoned me now, when I need you the most.

I (un)officially start my new job this week, it's a little scary, a little exciting. I can see the potential there for us as a team to take advantage of the focus on us and get some of the things done we really want to do, rather constantly feeling like shit. I feel the potential.

I just have to make sure no one craps on our parade (this means you 'new' guy)

Oh and I started watching the Korean version of Hana Yori Dango.......

PS. I really hope I have picked the right non standard pinky kinda colour to post this in. 

02 February 2009 @ 07:42 pm
I am worried. Worried that posting this has been something in my head for the past few days; rather than work or life stuff. I mean, that's not normal. Really. Not normal.

Should I turn this journal into an outlet for my newly acquired fangirliness for all things JE (oh so pretty) or perhaps should I use it as an outlet for my serious case of passive aggressiveness (can I be that self indulgent without making myself hurl). These are the only two things this journal could be about since my plans for world domination and the sporadic ethnic cleansing final solution are totally top secret, for now.

I think this place will end up being a mesh of both. 

Hopefully a pleasant mesh, not a bloody dirty mess of both. 

*random* Toma sometimes looks like Jimmy Fallon.

Current Location: Hand dancing
Current Music: Summertime - NewS