I feel good (or will feel good) about what is happening job wise, I am soon going to be able to give something 100% of my focus I feel like I have been halfassed and barely understanding what I am doing day to day, I know logically that this isn't true but I can't help but feel like I have been completely inept over the last few months and everyone is going to be relieved with the change. I am also not going to miss the feeling a literally feeling physically ill every single day because of how much stuff there is to do, both of the teams I manage at the moment have SO MUCH WORK & not enough people (well one has enough people, just not the right people hah) but both teams need 100% dedication and I just can't do it.
I guess the thing I feel the best about is that the person who should have been doing this all a long now has the chance to show everyone exactly what those of us who work closely with her every day see; a smart, capable and hardworking woman who is going to kick ass and turn the team around for the best (possibly after the suckfest that is July)
I really shouldnt check my work email whilst I am at home, it makes me want to never go back ever again. Ever.
Though I am glad if I go in tomorrow that there will be no one else there so I can actually get stuff done.
This is a whiney sooky lala post, woe is me.
Why isn't ' i want to stab myself in the face' a mood?
PS. I totally forgot to add a picture of my cat!!!!!!!